Ruined.

Hey, Not being a nag one.

Fail chemistry test. Fail English. Fail Social Studies.

Soon, Will fail maths and Physics. Cause did test today.

Aw, What's wrong with me, so Shag... Aw...

Its for me to know, for you to find out .

But I'm not giving you any chances to find out.

I'm not gonna tell, not gonna think, not gonna see.

Nothing. Things remain the same is always the best choice.

Right?

I feel like eating MANY TUB OF ICE CREAMS!

I like Cookies and Cream. Its my very favourite. Standard.

Oh, tomorrow exam?? OH MY GOD. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

Seriously, I can't believe it. Gosh. I'm scared.

K, bye.

Rainbow makes my day ^^

I'm here I'm here!

It'r raining, It's falling, the old man is snoring. then what?

I forgot again :X Bad memory i have. Aw... man.

Oh Yay! Today is a rainy day!

Which is my favourite! Cause it makes me cool~

I did POA test today, didn't really do well.

Cause... never study again. I'm always like this, you see.. D:

I hope at least, right, i can pass, Ahahaha, then its miracle already.

Well, normal school day.. Lessons and lessons..

I've been lacking of water recently, Which landed my in the plight.

Don't ask me what plight. Just.. this plight. Kekeke

Although i see your face everyday..

But it seems so far..

Every time my Mobile shone light. I always hope thats you.

Its you, who's missing me right now. Oh yes...

Can just stay beside me? Even if its just silence and smiles.

With you, nothing is wrong.

Gosh! Mid year exam is round the corner. Okay, i only know how to say.

But still, no actions taken. Hmph! Useless Kokxuan.

You said find a person. I want it to be you.

I think im crazy all about you. Aw.

Wo hen Tao yan zi ji..

Hmm.. Oh hi.

Blogging at 6.25 pm. At 26 April.

Just came back from school, then Beauty shower. Then Beauty dinner.

So beauty dinner-ing now. Hahaha.

Today first period is PE! YAYNESS. -.-

Did 2.4 Run.. I FAILED! YAYNESS -.-

In fact, I run more than 2.4 kay! Counter couldn't see me.

See? I'm too irritating that makes people doesn't wanna see my face...

Cause I'm the world ugliest and irritating girl in the world.

Hey, i know what you thinking right. You must be thinking ' Ey, how you know?! So clever'

Thats it. I guess I'm not wrong. THANKS UH.

Fail 2.4 still got blister. Hmph, Bu hao wan de...

Next week I still have to run. I don't want. I don't want.

Jiayouh bahsss >.<

Alright, i just realise i fail English. YAYNESS.

I fail, chemistry. I fail physics. Soon, i will fail all.

You'll wait. (: Aww, what a nice weather today. FREAKING HOT!!

Aw, what a pleasant day with unpleasant time today... -.-

Can i don't answer that question?

I dunno... I.. dunno how to say or explain.

I just... speechless know.. Sighs. ):

I know its wrong of me intruding your Privacy.

but.. But all i wanna know is just, what you're up to.

Please don't blame me. Please don't hate me.

i know i'm selfish.

Just.

Forgive me.

These days are going crazy, like me.

Hey Old crones out there. Another day passed.

Its fast isn't it? I seriously hope things are getting better these days.

I think my emotions are switching on and off easily this days.

I must, really must get hold of it. No. I have to.

Today aren't the day for me, as a leader of characters probably.

I know I'de make no sense. Just listen can you?

I didn't liked it, totally.

Why did you tell him I was there? Why did you bother to show my face to him?

Why? I really wanted to ask you this, without hesitation.

But I realise I can't do this. It isn't the right way. There's nothing going on with us.

So why should I bother in the first place? I shouldn't have. Yes..

Perhaps, I regretted my choice. Truly, from my heart.

I can feel shivering, and furious over my head, I can feel it.

I didn't quite enjoyed the time, sitting on a bench, and trying to avoid all I can.

I suppose to have canteen duty today. But I escaped.

Sometimes... I'm pondering, I don't want to be here..

Things are hard to explain Ya know.

I don't want to be thought as, a crazy woman talking no sense.

Oh cut the crap out of it. Did oral today. Was thinking not bad.

But Something seemed to reminding me again and again.

Beware, never take things easy too much. Or belittle perhaps.

Just, conclusion. I didn't had a great day today. Its like worse of the worst.

Serious, No doubt. I realise, the more the eager gets stronger within me.

The greater I fall deeper, and faster. Which I'm anxious about.

Afraid of thinking too much, and crossed the line. Which I always do.

I wished I have the chance, to visit that another world of me. I wished so hard.

I tend to whimper easily now and then. It's starting to pile up, like a habit.

I found another part of me. Probably susceptible I guess.

I always didn't like the idea of consulting someone when I suffered a setback.

Or when I feel so Upset over certain things, that I just couldn't express.

All I can do, is bawl. Which seems like, OH MY GOD,LOSER. That kind. Yes.

So tedious.. that I can't stop kicking away my mind of staying stationary.

Wherever I am, Just Lie transfixed. And Reverie. Yeah. Which is part of my hobby.

I loved it so much that, I can't stop doing it inevitably.

Tomorrow Going to have Physical Lesson. Not really looking forward to it.

Its sucks, as my mind recalled. Just caught a glimpse of my test papers result.

It was so horrendous.. I can't go on like this anymore.

I have to do something about it. I got No stress at all. Which sounds bad.

Well, as expected. Its still the same after years passed.

Alright, Since I've found out all my shortcomings.

Time for me to make amends , Nature of beings.

Packed up, and Vacate now. Bbfn my beloveds.

Me, dejected and aghast, totally.

My perfect masquerade have been smashed, by your bare hands...

There's no way you can embed the little pieces of memories back.

Small as crystal.Like powder of Wicked Magic.

I miss you..

Goodbye....

Oh another Bitter day~

Oh wow! I feel great When i finished reading Percy Jackson titan's Curse.

Which i just started this morning. I spent hours on it, Really Many hours.

You know, that kind of humongous Hours, really. I was amazingly surprised.

Instead of reading it, i should be reading a FNN book! My test, is on Monday.

There it goes, A test. And i didn't study for it. Instead 'studied' a book..

Which seems no link in real life? An imagination I guess. Oh certainly.

I enjoy reading it, lying on the sofa, Tasting sour skittles. Laughs..

I remembered! I fell asleep once. I was like, holding my precious book.

Suddenly, i feel so drowsy, Here it comes. 'BOOM!' Head goes down.. (:

Then just slept for awhile, recover back to my precious book. Then non-stop began.

I pretty like it much, cos i couldn't stop down. JUST FREAKING COULDN'T STOP.

As i'm reading, my head always have this habit of turning to the right.

There's a clock there! And time passes so fast.. That it just ticking ticking clockwise.

But i didn't do much about it. If im not wrong, i read the book for Approximately 6 hour.

Intended to let part of my hair fly today. Which is cut uh.

But didn't. Nobody can make a trip with me there. Sister is busy.

Joyce had to Make a trip down to the church, as usual of course.

So left me, Alone, all by myself. I didn't really wanna go alone, i feel bored.

And i seem naked if i'm alone,I think i'm insane. Naked? Not much link though.

Okay... So i'm like, Seriously. Like a Beggar, Begging who's coming along with me.

Atrocious, But I didn't really care. Since they're all unavailable.

Guess i'll have it another day. So.. upset. My hair is still up there. My head.

Not much today, again. In fact, most of the things i did was just sitting on sofa reading.

Could't let go, My mind is whirling. Like shall i continue. Cause i wanna know!

What happen next?! Oh my god, oh my god. Hahaha, Im so foolish, I know right.

Oh well, Went to school today. For physics. And wow!

We Did it in a sort of, a staff room? With air-conditioner?

Cool! I liked it. Lots! Okay then.. Did gain a little from that Supp.

But at that moment, was thinking of food, Oreo cheesecake. Yummy~!

So kinda distracted. 'Oh, soul.. Come back please' Laughs.

Okay, Its time for me to pack up stories. And head for my other book.

The battle Of Labyrinth. (: Goodbyes.

My ass Hurts D:

Hello again. (:

Its unlocking time again! :D

Well, had a great today. Rise and shine at 6. I ate toast bread for breakfast.

Its was amazing, but yet. Tiring. I simply want sleep.

Now i can understand, how 'sleep' is important and nice... Gosh~

Went to meet sunny side up this evening to get my Percy Jackson book.

So great! Now i feel secure and POWER within me. KEKEKEKE

Thank you Sunny side up. ^^

I ate ice cream today! Aw, SO DELICIOUS.

Ice cream makes my day, definitely.

Same routine, gotta wake up at 6 again for the next day...

I hate the feeling of getting up from bed, or pulling up from bed. Or maybe drag.

In fact, not much today. So shall stop here for today.

Don't miss me. (: BBFN!

Can't you just admit that you miss me, you need me.

WOW!

Oh hey there! :D

My dear Pikachu daddy Says its time for me to unlock my latest news.

Which means, I need to update, yes. You see, I'm a very good daughter.

Hahaha, Well. Kinda miss Daddy. After my Phone officially broke down.

Have been really upset after this incident. Couldn't contact and all.

Well, Im sure youh guys know how i feel. But get this clear!

I'm not a person who can't live without phone okayy, just. I missed it. Yes.

I missed it. (:

Oh yay, SYF for GuZheng got Silver. Thats kind of good news and suprising.

Cause we did badly for it. But hey... We practiced for 2 years okay hunnypiez.

Effort did pay off well lastly. And uh, Mid year examinations is coming!

I can't wait. For it to start. Indeed, i didn't want it to even start in the first place.

Kekeke. These days, i feel like a PIG. I've been sleeping in classes. Okay not really sleep.

Err, how about feeling sleepy? yes. But i didnt sleep.

My head just can't bump down to the table. I think i have this phobia.

Of sleeping in classes. Not even once, i have slept during lessons.

Probably,afraid of getting disturbed in the middle of my beauty sleep.

Just like some, rascals, bangs on table, noises and all.

I didn't really appreciate it much though. ^^

I seems kinda distracted this few days too.. Because Images of Percy Jackson if filling up my head fully. Thats i can't multi task. I can't stop holding that book around me either.

I feel so, no power and insecure without it around. Well, see. I'm insane after all. (:

Seems like something part of me is missing! I wouldn't want that oh dear.

I think its time for me to buck up and stop entering the world of Percy's.

I need a break yeah. Oh yes, That striking moment, i'd thought of being an author.

Just like Rick Riordan. See, his books are adventurous and interesting. (:

I wish i have the chance to be like him. Apparently, my English ain't that fantastic like his's.

And i'm not creative either. Neither having imaginary Brain like his's.

Oh and.. Sharing some talks.

Truly, I've never ever thought of what i want.

When it suddenly came into my mind, i started pondering what i want.

I guess, it shouldn't be what want. Is what i need. yes.

but in fact, there's nothing i need actually. Because, i have everything.

Someone started to ask me, what i desire for. Somebody, another of me.

Is telling me, Marshmallows, baby toys, chicken wings, Choco oreo bubble tea.

And lots more. But i came to think of it, its not what i want. Certainly no.

So, i kind of, still dun really know what i want. :'(

Okay, Its time for me to pack up stories.

See ya soon. Gonna get back to my Camp half blood. (:

Oh yeah, Before packing up.

Pikachu daddy, study hard. (:

Your future awaits youh. YAY! <3

Im upset ):

Hello humans. Here's my time for youh.

Hmm, had a tiring day today.. D: Not a pleasant day either.

Well, went to eat 'dinner' with clara and esmee. Century square.

Dine at food junction and ate roti prata... :/ Nice. Sugars lots. and curry sauce lots!

yummmmmyyyeh~ Hmm, hi BWJH! I know you're here. enjoy reading my blog. :D

tmr got cca, hope i can wake up. ^^COS IMMA PIG.

Monday got 2 test. FNN and POA, damn.

Daddy make me cry again today. Mummy too.

I cry not because they scold me. Is cos i feel guilty. they always make me feel this way.

I have no idea... probably.. because im just too good. o.o

Sometimes kinda tired of living here.

All i can do is just cry and take in all my anger.

Tues having syf. Good luck to me. (:

bye guyz, love ya. You too. (: