Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Drowning everday during lessons D:

Hello Fellows`
Morning woke up at 5.00 to meet boyfeee~
I never lai chuang lehh, so not lan duo cong :D
Hahaha, same routine, alight at his bus stop.
Walked to school.
Reached school at 6.15 am.
Bought Green Tea, Out of water lerh.
He bought one too.
Erm, Drank three bottles of Green Tea.
Then Ren Niao For 1/2 hour. Hmph~
Well, its kinda HOT for me today.
I Have been Sweating for No Reason, really a hot day.
Even If there's a huge fan under me.
Even If It Rains indy morning.
Currently, mood is better, much much better than yesterday lohh
Cos I no Longer Give a HECK About it
It makes no difference At ALL
During Science Lesson, Damn sleepy.
Cannot concentrate ahh...
Yawn for over 20 times lerh lorh.
After School, ate with gladys.
Was planning to skip cca Today lorhh.
But then horh, Never Skip.
Forgot to bring GuZheng file.
Heng today is learn new Song, Not old one.
Cannot memorize lahh, memory Not good.
My Pathetic fingers suffered during CCA
Lost 5 nails for GuZheng, then have to use my Real Finger.
Lost my Nails For 2 Times Ald lehh.
Damn pain, Whole finger Red larh.
I pity youh, my Prettay Fingers
Laughs during CCA, teacher 'BreakVoice'
Humm Humm Humm, then suddenly go out of tune.
Sadded, today Esmee never come for CCA. Dunno why.
After CCA, wait for Gladys.
As she wanna Slack In school.
Then i 8 pm then reach home.
Missed many bus lorh, perposely de, Like Duh.
LMAO, then coincidence lorh.
Saw Boyfeee coming out from school, walking to bus stop.
Hah, Shoulder Very Painn lehh. So Suan D:
Just Finished eating dinner ;D
Drank barley! Thanks Ateh Ateh. (:

Why Avry1 Must Wear A 'Mask' In School?
Why Can't They Just Be Straight Forward?
Why They DoWan Tell How Unsatisfied They Are About Youh?
Why Must They Act To Be 'Nice' In Front Of Youh?
Why Ppl Still Bitch Bout Youh On Your Back?
Why They Cnt Open Their Mouth N Say Bravely, 'I Don't Like You'?
Is It A Drama, And All The Things They Know, Is Just acting?
Isn't It Better To know If Who Don't Like Youh?
Isn't It Easier To Solve Problems If Youh Know The Fact?
Isn't It Easier to Clear The Misunderstandings Face To Face?
Is Acting all They Can Do, So Pathetic?
Is It, they Have The Guts To Act N All, But No Guts To Tell Youh?

Comon.
What Human Is This Man?
What World is This Mann?
A Materialistic One? Yes.
A Realistic One? Yes.

I HATE MATERIALISTIC PEEPLE.
GyNN SEMO? :O
Only Know That Niaaaaaa~

LOL! I Have Been Crapping Alot hor?
Like Shyt, No Mood Now.

Bye Fellows

Monday, June 28, 2010

Really hurts...

After all, its still the same...
But i won't let it die. But maybe, now it's over, it's over. Why is it over...?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's really over, it can't be over. I wish i could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm really falling apart.

Waiting for
your call I'm sick.
Call I'm angry.
Call I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing.
In the car do you remember?
Butterfly Early Summer...
It's playing on repeat....
Just like when we would meet...
Like when we would meet.
Cause i was born to tell you I love you.
And I am torn to do what I have to.
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished I am new I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh.
Cause every breath that you will take.
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes

What's your fantasy
What's yours~
What's yours~
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

My heart really shatters.
After knowing this is how you treat me. And is this really how you treat me? I seriously can't believe it.
I wanna save this past long lasting Friendship back, can work it out with me? So, in your eyes.....
I became an invisible person?
A person that, when you need me, you come near me.
A person that, when you don't need me, you kick me away.
This is the first time you're treating my like this.
Oh please, i really miss the times when we're back together.
Our Friendship seems strong, but its just like a shell. Its so fragile.
My fault, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have brought you to her. It's me...
Now, i feel. You treat me just like a normal friend. Not like how we used to be anymore..
I feel so alone~ Ohh, god. I need support. I wanna let go...
But I'm so not gonna breakdown. It seriously breaks my heart after the incident today.
Do you really know me in the first place?

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I wanna know how much i matters to you. But i dun wanna know the fact....
Can you please tell me a lie?? Just say i mean a lot to you. The most important person in this world.
Dun make me cry for you. Please.... I dun wanna to.
I don't wanna pretend that i dun care for you when the each day i sees you.
I'm not being selfish. I just wanna the whole world to know i treat you like one part of my body.
I wanna the whole world to know, Me really Loves you A Lot.
Although sometimes, you might be offensive. But i really need ya.. Really...

Remember, not that i dun love you.
Just, Love? No matter how strong it is.
Just Can't be explain by words.

Bye avry1. See you next time.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

WelloWeeeeWheeeee :D
Long time never post ler larh, hehehe
Hmm, things are going fine with me naoo.
Just that Hw are really irksome.
Went out with aunty,just came back.
Bought shoes AGAYN,wheeee ^o^
Ate ice cream! :D And it melted -.-
My hand and legs are soooo duh sticky.
Shared bubble tea, and AGAYN.
My favourite, Strawberry Red Tea. (:
TeaTeaTeaTeaTea, ILoveTea. :O
WooooHoooo, tuition change date AGAYN.
Change to tumorow lerhs.
YipeeYayYayYipeeYipeeYay
Teacher called me, then say got tuition today.
Hahaha, then i said, huh... so fast orh.
Then change le lorhs! :D :D

Yesterday nyt was damned CooooL
Played The Sims 3, from 12am to 6.10 am.
Then 6.30am turn in, 12.30pm woke up.
I dun wanna get Dark Circles. :(
But heng i got use the Eye Mask, Muahaha
Of course b4 that, chatted with boyfeee for hours.
But then I'm so sorry that the line keep cutting.
As youh know my house fone boh battery liaoz~

Hmm, learned how to 'plucked' Eyebrows` indy afternoon.
With Noona` and Ateh`!!! :D
Very funny, then we help Ateh tie hair.
Noona and me tryna play with her Curlyly Hair` Hah
Woke up, serpose to eat breakfast.
But becum Lunch Loh
Not much fun today de lah.

OkeyDokey~
Flying off to FB now.
Cya bloggy nextt timee kk? :O
Wheeeeeee, slurrrpppp~ Byeszx