Monday, September 20, 2010

What the Fuck kay.

Hello.
Its been ages since diary have seen me.
Well, Life still goes on as Usual. But i don't like it.
End of year is coming round the corner, super Worried.
I am super worried, but I am still unwilling to take action to study.
I'm Far too lazy.

I
Feel
So
Pek
Cek
Fucked
Up
Du
Lan

WHATS THE ASSHOLE PROBLEM WITH YOUH??????!!!!!!!?????!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I SERIOUSLY CAN'T STAND IT. Aww, and I'mma freaking sad now.

I dunno why.
Our Relationship is going from bad to worst.
Credits to me.
I know i always neglect youh.
I know i always throw you aside.
I know i always treat you like nothing.
I know i always make you feel like nothing.
I know i always make you Jealous.
I know i always make you sad.
I know.
I know.
I know EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW I AM GOOD FOR NOTHING.
I AM ASSHOLE.

I want to change.
I want to treat you better.
But i dunno why. Its just hard.
And i still Love you.
I will do everything.
As long as it can be perfect in my eyes.
I am very Very VERY Vex. Really.

I feel like drawing a line with Everybody.
I want to leave FB.
I dun wanna know what others are doing.
I dun wanna know anything.
I WANNA JUMP DOWN BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Signing off;kxu

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Oh, Another meaningless day

Kxu Is In House!


And, Hi. Nice to meet you all again. Please do visit more often. Thank you.

Today. Is such a Boring day to me. Have been sleeping a lot today.
Till the afternoon. And i hate myself for being a Pig Everyday.
But some people say Taking afternoon naps Help to regain Memory.
I wonder if its true. But Somebody say it is Bad for health.
I don't know which is true. But i only know i love to sleep. And eat.

Daddy made XLB For us. And i ate it. It was way too far Nice. Juicy.
Okay, By the way, Claudia came to My house this evening.
Was planning to have a game of Badminton and exercises.
But because we were too lazy, and we had just finish our dinner some time ago.
And i wanted to watch 'The pacifier' Which is Long ago show. But i just Love it.
Hence, We give up. Hahaha, I knew it will happen like this.
Because its been several times, same thing happened again and again.
But its okay, we'll always have time for another make up Game. Isn't it?
Its really a absolutely Boring day for me today. I can't stand it.
Oh man~ I wan someone to talk to me Please... Not a single human.
And i hate it. I miss MESSAGING. Neh mind. Lets be positive okay?
And i am so Looking forward that C cousins are coming to my house tomorrow!
So happy, finally. There's some one to talk and play with me Everyday.
Oh shit. Tomorrow there's religious Class. It kinda Sucks A bit.
But, i have to go. No choice. Mummy's Not gonna like it if i skip.
Oh yeah! After religious class, Off i go to Somerset With Sista and Claudia Again.
I hope nothing goes wrong again. Let's not make it a wasted trip okay Cousin?
You must help us to cut hair. Please, Oh please. Okay, Thank you.

Kxu is not in the house.

Signing off; Kxu

Friday, September 3, 2010

I'll Never love Again,for you.

I was Wrong to let you Walk right out of my Life.
I was Dumb to think that i Could survive.
Now it Hurts to know that it means, that i...
I'll Never Love again. Never Never.
I'll never find nobody who can love me like you do.
I'll Never find Nobody who treat me like you do.
I'll never find Nobody else Baby,I'll never fall in Love again.
I was stupid to think that any love could compare to the love that you gave to me from you.
Was a fool, Yes a fool To think that I'd find anywhere Anyone is better for me than you.


Hello. What a moody day today.
Got back Report Book. Yay No failed Subjects.
But i gotta work Double or Maybe Triple Hard For End of Year.
I wanna Get Prize And Money. Money Face ah me?? So bad me.
Hahaha, Okay. Not much today. Except for Co-Curricular Activity.
It was damn hard okay?! Damn fast like siao. first time play so fast.
But still can Manage, Its like Peanut to me. Lol really hope so.
Okay. Byebye
And oh Yeah, Last day of school, thats kinda Good and Not good.

Signing off; Kxu

Cries That no one can hear.

Oh No. Can't stop thinking about so many things that make me so upset and Furious.
I'm Very sad now! How? What am i gonna do? So confused.
Even if its bathing time, I'm even On-ing my Tap.

I am always the one who is Sacrificing my own time and myself.
Why? Why is it always me? I felt so unfair! Oh no, stop bursting my dear.
I'm kinda superb angry okay? Because its 'Always me'.
Is it an excuse? Yes, both of you. You and You! Because of you two, I'm freaking dead.
Freaking tired. Yes you two. Wondering if you're coming up with ideas from escaping from it.
Whatever.

Yes, And back to you.
Before i made it, I actually didn't really know if its a good idea or bad idea.
Neither have i think about the Future. But i am the one who made it.
But that Doesn't mean i feel Nothing. I am a human. With feelings too.
And with feelings FOR you. Okay? I'm very puzzled now. Troubles everywhere.

I wanna say it out aloud Guys. But its really very hard for me.
It only makes readers Feel Imma Fucking person.
I missed my way now. I wanna Cry.... terribly

:'(

No one can help me?
No one can talk to me?
No one? Really? Okay....

Signing off;Kxu

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I'm Broke!

Hello, Just came back from work Again. (:
And I am freaking tired. Okay. Currently eating Papaya.
Imma Forced! I Hate papayas! It make me shit. What the hell~
Okay, Went shop with my Maid. Its so confuse and making me dizzy there.
So many way, turn and turn, we went the same place again and again.
Without realizing. Hahaha, We're stupid! Not really tired walking for hours.
Didn't manage to eat breakfast and lunch. Spent 90+ Bucks for today.
But it's count as little. True okay?! It doesn't seems much to me.
Well, after that. Rush back to Tampines and Catch Movie 'Step up'.
With Three pretty Ladies. Sista, Claudia And Evelle. Hahaha
Show was cool, How i wish i can dance like them. With Jealousy watching it.
Funny thing is, when i watch the show. My body will move Naturally also.
Hahaha! Stupid me. Okay. Feeling kinda Sleepy already. Eyes Tired.
But i still don't wanna sleep yet. Okay, not much today anymore.

Signing off;Kxu