Monday, May 31, 2010

Things just can't explained by mouth.

Well, Quite a tiring day today. (:
Woke up at 5.00 to meet baby at his house the bus stop.
So sorry that i reached late. Caused you to wait for me so long.
As the bus is so slow... that old uncle drives so slowly.
We intending to go whitesands to have breakfast at Mac.
But instead, we lost our way. We took 39 from his bus stop.
Then we chat until dunno where are we. Suddenly realised and ask him, where is this?
Then he though for awhile, oh no! We passed the stop. But actually we dint passed the stop.
We never even reach the bus stop, cos we took wrong bus! :D
He feel so guilty, hahaha, relax boyyy ^^ I dun mind finding way back to school tgt. (:
Then he had his breakfast, I dint eat. Cos every morning if i eat, i will have stomachache.
But i think baby dunno, thats why he always ask me to eat breakfast with him :D

Hmm, june structured programme is damn shuang (:
Just watch the outsiders and go comp lab enjoy the air-con.
So cool, i love it! ^^ Hahahaha.
After the programme, went to WZ mummy's hse, wait for her to bathe and all first.
Then headed to TM and buy sketch book for the science project, banana thingy.
While eachary papa and baby go seoul garden to have lunch. >.<
After buying the sketch book, WZ mummy wanna to mini toons.
So we saw a fluffy keychain, damn big and nice lor! So we bought it tgt.
Mine is pink, her's is black. :D After that, i saw a ducky keychain. Soft one. Slipper in shape.
Somemore in front got one duck, so i bought it for baby's ducky at home, MY NUER :D

Then WZ mummy came to my house to do the science presentation.
During the science structure programme, its like we almost finish doing our presentation.
Then we press wrong button, everything gone, LJ. :D
Our efforts gone down the drain, waste my time only. sadded ;O
So WZ mummy had to come my hse and finish the presentation. So troublesome lehhs.
Do for quite long time, then she ask me cook instant noodle for her. The i ask maid cook :D
While i went for my hot bath. ^^ Called baby for awhile b4 i go bathe derhs.
Went down my hse, WZ mummy bought a drink and i bought the M&M choco! YAYEEE!
Then sent her off to bus stop, pei her wait for bus, then we go separate ways lerhs.

Going to meet baby again tomorrow! :D
Thats all for today. So... total conclusion: Fun day! (:

Signing off;kxu



Monday, May 24, 2010

Today totally ruined.

Sorry peepz, so long then i post. I post before, but cuz i press wrong thing then all the words are gone :( And im far too lazy to type them again. >.<

My mood is swaying currently and just now too. I hate this days.

You were once my closest friend, my 'mummy' and the one i love most.......



But this fact seems to change.
Maybe there had been some problem. Thats why we drift apart.
I dunno why im starting to dislike you. Because you seem to changed to another person.
And that 'another' person.....that attitude....that personality..... I dun like.
Things are getting worse for me. I feel absolutely sad and just unable to explain that sadness.
Im starting to hate the ppl around me. The things that occurred.
I dunno why.... Maybe things always gone bad in the end.
I love you so much..... But, you doesn't seems to treasure our friendship.
You doesn't seem to care about me and our friendship anymore.
I am only the one who is trying to save this friendship. I love you much as a friend.
But you dint spare a thought for me. You dint even ask or care how do i feel when you leave me all alone with other ppl. And although im following other ppl, my mind was all bout you all.
You dunno anything..... I am the only one who is feeling sad bout this.
But u dun seem to bother bout this. You can even laugh happily like the past and pretend nothing had happen. Or maybe not pretend. Is you totally dun care or dunno?
I wonder....

Even if some day i get back to you all, you don't care how i feel even if im left out.
I feel uber terrible... I thought things aren't gonna turn out this way.
I thought you will be the one who is able to help me.
And go through hardship wif me.
But in the end, you're not the one. Instead, you disappoint me.
I dunno who am i going wif now. So confused. Mixed up.
There's only one person that have always remain in my heart.
She never fails to leave that position. Even if she doesn't show that she cares or dun talk to me.
I still noe she cares... She's none other than my chm.
Not you, my 'mummy' anymore. You leave me all enola when i need you the most. ):
I always feel like crying whenever i see you. But i always have to put up brave front.
I don't wan you to pity me. I just wan you to care. Im not pathetic AT ALL. ):

Many things happen in this past few weeks and days.
Not gonna say wad happen. >.<
Even baby seems to change. I seriously dun understand why.
Going bonkers! Ewww.

I don't think this world, has ever had this word "true friend".
Im just so attracted by this word, but it doesn't seem to exist.
I wan that.

I wan a true friend that is always by my side.
I wan a true friend that i can share troubles and happiness with.
I wan a true friend that can help me when i have problems.
I wan a true friend that nvr fails to support me always.
I wan a true friend that treats me fairly.
I wan a true friend that don't badmouth me behind my back.
I wan a true friend that can be natural and don't have to act good in front of me.
I wan a true friend that can lend me her shoulder when i feel like crying.
I wan a true friend that i can heart to heart talk with.
I wan a true friend that can keep my secrets.

Lastly, I wan i true friend that can share sweets with me. (:

Is there one?

Signing off; kxu

Monday, May 10, 2010

Such a lucky day ^^

Good afternoon. (:
Just came out from the warmy bathroom. Here to share my feelings about my test for today.
I didn't expect the English would be that difficult and easy. Like mix? Lols.
Its kind of abit above my standard, and abit lower than my standard. No link? O.O
History was bad enough for me to get F if im not wrong. Its kinda hardy ehh.
Hope for the best (: Godd luck to you people.

Heheheh, have tuition today. At 4, which is soon.
Not much today bahs.. Okay. Still that same, misses my boyfren.
Texting him currently.
Okay, i going off now. Bye peeps! :D

signing off; kxu

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Dancing rocks!








Da jia wan shang hao (:

Here are some rusty pics in my fone, just found them. (:
Im so blur, i accidentally deleted me and my sis pic, and its super niceee, aww, i missed it.

I woke up at 10+ in the morning. Then got changed and rush down to my dance.
Freaking tired. After we reached, then ate breakfast and lunch there.
Preparing for dance. Perspired alot ehh. Hahaha, isn't it good? Jian fei also ma ;D
Learned quite alot of dance steps, so fun! I love it.

After dance finished,just realised that i have tuition at 3. But was cancelled.
Because i was not at home as i just finished my dance
And i dun think i can get home by 5 min to attend my tuition.
Changed to Monday which is next day. LOL

Just finished studying history from 4 pm to 8 pm. Thats kinda long.
But also dunno if did i absorb the contents or memorize them. O.O
Smsed boyfren all the way long while studying.

Sorry that i forgot to post yesterday. Was busy doing other things then forgot to post.
Yesterday was superduper fun. Hahaha, ryt boyfren?
Chatted on fone with boyfren for exactly 3 hours.
We chatted halfway then suddenly my hse fone got problem. High peech sound came out.
Dunno wad happened also. But never mind, hse got 2 fone. So i went to use the other one.
Hehehe, then we continued our conversation. I sang alot of childhood songs for him lehh ^^
And i made him laugh alot, see... i so good right? (:
Then we noticed that we have been chatting for bout 2 hours and 58 min.
So we intend to hang down exactly 3 hours. HEEE >.<
Crap alot with him. So cool :D Iloveboyfren muchies ^^

Alryty, im going off now (:
Bye non-existing non-readers. :D

signing off, kxu.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Awww,what a fucking day today.

As usual, woke up at 6.15 am. My butt just doesn't wanna leave the sweety bed.
Getting ready and pack my stuffs. Leave the house at 6.35 and headed to 17 BS.
Waited for claudia's dad to fetch us. Same routine, have to sit down thr and wait as they always come later than us. Fuck it, eyes are small and sleepy.
Bad boyfren made me cry ytd. >.<>
And that small thing can actually make me cry??? Unbelievable. heh (:

During recess, went with syaza's clique and all. :D
5 of us, nana, nakiah, syaza, keela and me ate fan choy. Deliciaso^^
After that, i met my saviour! Pokka green tea. SSSSSLLLUUURRRRPPPP!
i swear! I definitely feel super duper uber sleepy during english lesson.
My eyes are swaying and swaying.. head is turning and turning. HAHAHA.
Btw, i run 2.4 today, really tired. Almost vomitted and feel dizzy.
Oh dear, this shows that my physical and stamina is not good.
Gotta ask boyfren train me! :O He always do physical trainin himself.
He run so fast today, 8.5, he uses bout 11+ min to finish. Cuz he run non-stop.
Awesome baby, :D while i? i finish the race in 30 min if im not wrong.
Im so lousy :O Looks like i have to exercise more, good ehh. Also can jian fei :D
Lmao. Now, specially worried for my upcoming tests.
And today, the sec 3's, 4's and 5's have their's. Our class got nagged and hollered at, for 3 particular time. 1 was mr singh, mrs lim and the other is dunno who lah, a gurl teacher.
Then after school, same as yesterday, stayed back in skool for dnt.
Dint expect that boyfren is in the dnt room too, he was helping brent to complete his toy.
Wonder if he really did, cos i just see him sitting on the chair, looking here and thr, daydreaming.
Hahahaha.

Final conclusion ( wow,sounds like writing compo)
Today is a long and great day. Of cos, i misses me good boyfren (:
And he have just finished his physical trainin with his frens again.
Sucha hardworking boy, not only this. In watching hk dramas too. :P

Why am i posting so much ehh?
Also not really much readers. HAHAHA,nvm lah. ^^
Okeydokey, going off now. Next post then i post pic.
Cuz jiejie wanna post too. (: And i'll be heading to my sexay bathroom. ;D
Sounds weird. okay, never mind. hahaha!
Cya readers... ( i doubt any huh?)

oh and one last thing, just saying.
Maybe i will frequently post now and talk bout my daily life. Hehehex
Cos i find it fun anyways.. >.<
Not byebye, shall be zai jian. [:

signing off; kxu

Thursday, May 6, 2010

They're awesome :D

Hello peepz (:
I had a great day today, specially during recess and after school.
Im so pleased that Syaza,Nakiah,Aqilah and asyura have been accompanying me all these while. They're definitely awesome. They never fails to let me feel that i belongs to their clique. And im so grateful. I won't forget it. Thanks lovelies.

During recess, we went to library to do science homework. Hahaha, they were so hardworking, yeah. Copying each other's work. Joke ehh. ;D After that, we went down, then aqilah and Nakiah and syaza elee bought food. Left 10 min only, they still manage to finish their food. Pro huh? ^^
I always feel super sleepy whenever we have science or maths lesson. Its damn boring kays?
But i never ever sleep during class, not even once. Unless exam time. After school, still have to do DNT, after we finished our lunch then we went up and continue with our DNT work. Was quite slack though. Lazy to do, so just paint the toy with aqilah and clique. Then finish le, we went down then slack in school as asyura says so. Hehehe, so sat down with Nakiah,claudia and asyura elee. (: They were looking through me and boyfriends smses. Hahaha. We head home at 4.30.

Was quite a tiring day, somemore yesterday i do work for 4 hours. Its killing me dude.
Okay, im heading to my warn shawer^^ Bye guys!

signing off;kxu.