Really hurts...

After all, its still the same...
But i won't let it die. But maybe, now it's over, it's over. Why is it over...?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's really over, it can't be over. I wish i could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm really falling apart.

Waiting for your call I'm sick.
Call I'm angry.
Call I'm desperate for your voice.
I'm listening to the song we used to sing.
In the car do you remember?
Butterfly Early Summer...
It's playing on repeat....
Just like when we would meet...
Like when we would meet.
Cause i was born to tell you I love you.
And I am torn to do what I have to.
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished I am new I am fresh.
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh.
Cause every breath that you will take.
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes
What's your fantasy
What's yours~
What's yours~
And I'm tired of being all alone
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

My heart really shatters.
After knowing this is how you treat me. And is this really how you treat me? I seriously can't believe it.
I wanna save this past long lasting Friendship back, can work it out with me? So, in your eyes.....
I became an invisible person?
A person that, when you need me, you come near me.
A person that, when you don't need me, you kick me away.
This is the first time you're treating my like this.
Oh please, i really miss the times when we're back together.
Our Friendship seems strong, but its just like a shell. Its so fragile.
My fault, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have brought you to her. It's me...
Now, i feel. You treat me just like a normal friend. Not like how we used to be anymore..
I feel so alone~ Ohh, god. I need support. I wanna let go...
But I'm so not gonna breakdown. It seriously breaks my heart after the incident today.
Do you really know me in the first place?

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I wanna know how much i matters to you. But i dun wanna know the fact....
Can you please tell me a lie?? Just say i mean a lot to you. The most important person in this world.
Dun make me cry for you. Please.... I dun wanna to.
I don't wanna pretend that i dun care for you when the each day i sees you.
I'm not being selfish. I just wanna the whole world to know i treat you like one part of my body.
I wanna the whole world to know, Me really Loves you A Lot.
Although sometimes, you might be offensive. But i really need ya.. Really...

Remember, not that i dun love you.
Just, Love? No matter how strong it is.
Just Can't be explain by words.

Bye avry1. See you next time.