They don't matter at all.

Well, not a bad day today.

Worst thing is, I had a Non-stop running nose today.

Cough is recovering.

RAINY DAY AGAYN.

I'm so~ Happy. (:

I wonder why...I kept asking myself.... If i really had chosen the wrong path to walk on.

I always hesitate if the things I've done is right or wrong. I couldn't find the right answer.

Turning back or not is the only way out for me. Sometimes, spending time with you is really very rare. I feel happy and relaxed when ever I am with you.But i always feel that... I can't get near you. It seems that we've really gone to the maximum. This is not i wanted. I've always wanted to try to understand.But something is holding me back. I don't wanna hurt you baby. I always wanted to give you a comfortable feeling whenever you're with me. I treasure this relationship seriously. Definitely. When you hold my hand, i understand. That it's meant to be. There's a limit. I had always wanted to spend all my time on you. Even just the whole day, we can't talk. I will still enjoy that short period. It is totally different now. I have lost my freedom. Things just turn out the opposite way that i wanted. Just, sometimes. You really don't understand me. I don't get it if this is the way i should react. Another me is telling me so many many things. And restricting me from doing so many bad things that i shouldn't do. Whenever unhappy things happened, I feel there's no necessary to tell you. But i should. Right? We seemed close. But actually, there's really quite a distance to reach your deeply heart. There's many things we don't know. Because i think, we really hadn't gone to the real state. Maybe you and me really hadn't reach that age yet. Even if i know it wouldn't really last very long, i still chose to follow you. Because i only know for now, You're my choice. I don't know what will happen in the future, neither do i wanna know. I don't wanna land you in trouble okay? I realized i find it hard to face you sometimes. I just went so secretive when it comes to you. So, if one day. I really... Give up on everything. Please understand me. Don't think too much if you suddenly come by this. Well, of course i hope you don't come by this. It only add trouble to you. Right? Don't keep all the thing in your heart. Say it out. Sometimes, i really don't know what you're thinking.

So just do me a favor okay? Tell me whatever you're thinking. And... sorry for hitting you so badly today. Felt guilty rather. I'm very very sorry <3

I noticed, whenever i said something.

It really happened. Its been several times.

So, I'd better watch out when i say stuffs.

Okay, all for today.

Good luck for my Geography common test results tomorrow.

Something is hinting me, I'm failing that.

NOW, I ONLY KNOW.

WE'VE DRIFT APART.

Signing off;kxu