Friday, August 13, 2010

Let me off, Pls~

I'm tired and sick of explaining the same thing again and again.
Please.. I'm really tired. Give me a break Oh` man.
I'm damn frustrated and feel like slapping you till you know how to Shaddap.
Changed. Everything has changed. Just like your attitude.
I hate whatever you say to me. Seems like picking on me Isn't it?
If you really don't like me, and hate when i always treat you so badly.
Then that's it. I don't mind. Just kick me away to one side. And leave me alone.

In the past, i don't mind if you talk to other people.
Even if you said, they're better than me. I know you're just kidding.
So i didn't put it in my mind. But it seems different now.
Whenever you said something hurting to me.
Such as replacing me with others? I felt damn hurt.
Wanted to burst you know? Whenever you are so close to a person.
Even if its just a few words with that person when i didn't even have a few words with you.
I felt Jealous. Jealous! Jealous you know? Even if it's just a small action.
I realize i became sensitive to everything. Blame you.
Why did you make me fall in love with you?
Did you put spell on me? What so good about you?
I also don't know. But i only know i love you. And that's it.
Jealous is occupying my mind almost everyday.
My mind is gonna burst Freaking Idiot~~~~!

Well, today was not a really nice day for me.
But Co-Curricular activities was not bad.
Quite fun venting anger on The instrument that i was playing.
So i had a great time playing and talking to Esmee.
Talking about Benjamin Yeo, and Friends that bullied her.
I felt so uneasy when i heard that. So unfair. Felt so sorry for her.
Oh yeah! I remembered! Before i went to Co-curricular activity.
I went to XingYu's class to help him paint the wall.
Hahaha, So happeh! He should treat me to chocolates if he wanna thank me.
Great effort painting the wall okayz?! But it was fun of course.
That't it. Tomorrow have tuition again. Boring~
Bye guyz.

Signing off;kxu

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